Unfolding

                Parents who do not recognize their children are in themselves products of the same agony. Parents whose age had exceeded maturity expectations had turned out to be by essence backward counting. It is such a shame that reason even fails to touch them, because they are without any. It is such a shame when these people are only efficient in slave driving rather than building people up – oppression as how I prefer to call it. It is such a shame that even by the nature of being a parent, one cannot even act as such maybe because of broken dreams or of a haunted past, but to continue to be weak in front of their children is one thing that they never fail to do so, thus making us the kids have a spiritual and mental growth spurt. It is such a shame that I have grown to a certain level of reputation and respect but they are stuck in their demented thoughts and more dishonourable when they smear the kids of their incompetency.  ...

                Since the last time I gave my utmost resentment over the people I am facing was last year especially when it simultaneously jived with the exit from my work, so now is the best avenue for me to start another judgement from the observations I have with my new environment.                 The aura of my previous work was a little bit disturbing especially the fact about administration and questions about student empowerment and shall we say a culture of ass kissers. Yet I cannot discount the fact that I started there and learned a lot especially about a culture and nonetheless my meet with my destiny (love). Also, I cannot discount the fact of having lively people around and some of them do make sense and worth the talk.                 I have learned that there is a stron...

                The year is about to end and let me give a year ender status report.                 This year started rough for the previous one ended so too in rough manner when the issues of the heart drowns the desperate soul. Yet not later than a 3 month space there was a comeback because such pain was unbearable and both were at loss when they were not one.                 When summer came I was faced with a challenge from work that is they wish to remove a thorn in their conservative belly. Especially when this thorn took roots upon its own and many were dying to follow. But they cannot afford their rule be questioned and challenge by a mere commoner. Thus I was booted out.                 After the fa...

            “Obsolete” as how one person of rank said about philosophy. It was even inside a general assembly and I think that was a very bold statement from one who has no Ph.D, but an Ed.D. If I remembered it well, me, Regletto and Balotol were there, just listening. Since it was public, so many did follow that statement and use that to tease us even inside the office. Sad to say, they have ambitions to have a Ph.D or and Ed. D as well. Sometimes you wish to just explain to them, but I guess reason cannot be effective to those who do not have any. Or shall I say, the only thing they have learned in their philosophy classes is only to incant terms with “isms” so as to sound smart and conjure authority.             When I was yet in college people tend to ask me what degree am I taking and as I say to them philosophy they begin to nod in impression to hear a term that for them seemed difficult...

                The largest of elements are akin to their smallest of components. The minute elements mixed themselves up into something complex underlying their own complexities thus we see the marvels of the giants. Yet these two, poles apart in size but they are in one perspective the same. As how they are conceived to be as orbs, so too is their behaviour. I guess it is a perfect reflection of everything; simply, one fundamental element mirrored everything into different phases but shared the same soul. Before I began to have memory, I was just part of the memory engraved in the world that has yet to unfold but was already existent before I came to see. I am one lucky stardust that has become an accident in the scheme of the world. Here I am, on my 23 rd revolution beneath countless of infinitesimal revolutions. I am one with infinity and infinity bears its mark in me.            ...

                Is this a product of envy that I am not enjoying what they are enjoying? Have I been envious seeing foreign exchange students wherein the people I know are enjoying their chances staying abroad and learning from the outside? Yes, I am feeling a little bit down that I am not experiencing what they are privileged at.  I am having one of those healthy sessions of being envy as to motivate myself.                 People are studying abroad, for what? Another good additive to their brand so as to have authority over those who did not have any? It is because there is the avenue of great minds? Why can we not make our home great by our own sustenance as how they did? Typically, we still do not have a niche on our own. We are even alien at our own language and so am I in writing this one. Yes, if they are great by their own right, therefore we can be ...

“What we've got here is failure to communicate.” - Originally used in the movie entitled with that phrase itself, but I quoted it coming from the intro of the song Civil War by Guns and Roses                 Communication breakdown as goes one song of Led Zepplin and yes, there is a breakdown in communication and it is all because of the failure to bring the message home. Why? Where has the message gone? Did it fell to few ears? Or it did managed to scratch the drums yet it resonated nowhere inside the head. Ah yes! The message was spoken but was never heard. The ear was there but not the soul that holds the ear. We definitely have a failure in communication.                 As a teacher, I always wanted to become “The Teacher”, the one who will inspire others to continue my personal project or to abandon what I have star...

                We all are fools when it comes with the heart, because there is the need of it to be attended immediately so as the quench the insatiability of the desire. Love is in need to be felt and to be reciprocated, and there has never been a godly instance that one simply loves out from a charitable heart especially when we are speaking with the erotic. We cannot deny that we invest emotions with body signatures that crystallize the language of the heart. We all are fools to make it all happen and long for it at once.                 It is hard once we gave it all and there is that noble feel to love absent cause yet for the moment, but eventually it will all turn out to be a subconscious investment slowly getting conscious. But yes, at the height of the momentary ecstasy, one cannot feel the egoistic reason that drives one to be so affectionate and that i...

                We know that falling and being in love is one of the greatest feelings to someone who have ever existed. All the more especially when we are the object of such devotion. But I think there is a difference from a person who begins to love because he or she is lonely than a person who loves because he or she really do love. For one, to the one who felt loneliness, there is the need to love for a unconscious demand of being loved in return and that is why one tends to love to catch someone’s attention so as to be reciprocated and thus the loneliness be dispelled. But to one who simply loves without conditions brought upon neither by the other nor from one’s own circumstance, then that is truly something sincere.                 As a popular saying goes that you cannot love others without loving yourself first is indeed true. For to those who never foun...

                Arguments have their place whether be it in the academe, politics, social issues these powerful mind boggling language statements are given much credit as a show of intellectual prowess. Yet these mental exercises are crucial to the development of science, technology, history, literature, philosophy and many more of the disciplines created by man in his conquest for truth and exercise of reason. Man is competitive and wishes to dominate and that is why there is the need to devise impenetrable logical schemes to win over the other and later on will be the maxim to be followed. Yet, reason and its arrogance also have a downfall especially when one goes towards in handling a woman. Yes, we always experience the tensions between lovers when reason will be at play and amongst boys we listen to reason, but to women it is a different game.                 Con...