23rd Revolution

                The largest of elements are akin to their smallest of components. The minute elements mixed themselves up into something complex underlying their own complexities thus we see the marvels of the giants. Yet these two, poles apart in size but they are in one perspective the same. As how they are conceived to be as orbs, so too is their behaviour. I guess it is a perfect reflection of everything; simply, one fundamental element mirrored everything into different phases but shared the same soul. Before I began to have memory, I was just part of the memory engraved in the world that has yet to unfold but was already existent before I came to see. I am one lucky stardust that has become an accident in the scheme of the world. Here I am, on my 23^rd revolution beneath countless of infinitesimal revolutions. I am one with infinity and infinity bears its mark in me.

                I am a walking form of the whole cosmos. For within me is also the cosmos and I in the cosmos. As atoms collide and disintegrate so too is my daily existence a matter of bond and separation. A matter of being attracted, to attract and to detract. I share the same fate of what I see around me. Love and hate, the two fundamental unknown forces, gravity they say, yet that is just a good substitute of term yet bears the same mystery of the said two. I follow that basic principle, yet just like the stars and atoms beneath, they have been glorious in their unfolding in time, I too must make my being holy and profound so as to have an emphatic return to where I once was.  Many revolutions made the world around us so beautiful, and many revolutions made the stars above, my revolution should make a resonance throughout eternity for I am given a beautiful moment to make it happen.

                Within me, my cells revolve, above me the heavens revolve. To where I stand I revolve around the sun. Revolution is a circle. A circle, an infinite loop, one of God’s mighty being is inscribed in the ring. The divine is the ring. One has to be a reflection of the ring, the revolutions, the circling of all. I should start in one point only to go as far as to return with a fullness of a totality.  History had showed many revolutions that changed humanity and I must too make something significant. My 23^rd revolution, I circumnavigate the sun, the sun gave me power, had made matter evolve into an accident such as myself, and here I am spiralling towards its heart without a bit of gratitude of becoming a sun such as myself. I must not only revolve, but must gain so much power as to start my own unmoved moving. I am the sun, I must make others revolve around me, attract them. Enjoy the blissful time to be the light of everything. For once I am at the peak of my existence I will become like a supernova, to whose power emanates with monumental force so as the people around me be absorbed into my essence and they will all become a part of me. They will fill the void before I am to silence all of my revolutions.

                Here I am, on my 23^rd revolution, as a teacher. A light to many, building myself so as also attracting others to a death so glorious before the final hum. I will soon be a lonely black dwarf, not transparent, but blackened for I am already filled. I will be the collection of all humanity I inspire, to all students I embark with. Still on my 23^rd revolution, slowly amassing for a grand final cut.