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Guilty Confession of My Passion

Love makes me insane. Sanity is only good for those who think a lot, but insanity for me is where the passion resides and is prominent over reason. Yes! I am insane, insanely in love. Yes! I am to let the whole world know. For what exists in me is only known to myself and it dies along with me as I die  too. But letting the whole world know, well not only the love is known to me and her, but the world shall triumphantly rejoice over the happy union and all they must they do is to accept, if they cannot, then the hell we care!

People go stupid, even the wise becomes a complete idiot once in love. His thinking that drives him to dominate the world becomes nothing compared to the elegance of that woman in her beautiful dress. Ah Yes! Love, love, love, the black horse in lead while the white horse broke loose from the charioteer.

I seem to get uncomfortable when I know I can, but I am not, being omnipresent is now being an only-present, that is I have become especially present to one alone. Forget worldly glories, forget gold, power wealth, fame for I have here the one I love and that is all for me to live on.
Yes! Foolish I am for her, I forsake my fortress, my ivory tower , to where I sat being the God of the cosmos. I came down to be an earthly being seeing such a beautiful queen. Yes! Angels brought me to your quarters and they remove me from my selfish throne.

HUG ME! HOLD ME! KISS ME! THRILL ME! I want to feel alive! Remove me from my dead intellect. Give unto me the passions that made many crazy as hell. UNDRESS ME! END THE SHAME! TAKE CONTROL OF ME! PULL MY STRINGS!

YES! DANCE WITH ME! Set me to motion! For I sat a thousand years having understood the world but never felt the ecstasy of the skin! FEEL ME! TOUCH ME! I AM YOURS TO YOUR PLEASURE! USE ME WITH DIGNITY! OWN ME! HARASS ME TO PLEASURE! Forgive me by demanding something insane, something lustful, something of the skin, of the flesh, but we cannot deny what it gives unto us once we are stirred to passion, drowned by love! The fire burns and we need to get rolling, to get wet before it consumes us both! Yes! BURN ME! TEASE ME WITH LOVE! SCORCH ME TO THIRST FOR YOUR LIPS! MOVE ME CLOSE TO YOU! EXTINGUISH THE FLAME! LET US GET CONSUMED!

PULL MY HAIR! GIVE ME PAIN AND PLEASE ME WITH IT! That is it! The intensity! The insanity! Demanding and permitting the other to hurt you so good! Yes! It does hurt so good! MORE! MORE! PEEL MY SKIN OFF AS YOU GENTLY RUB YOUR SKIN WITH MINE! Skin me alive and slowly set this soul free that is tied up in this bodily matter! Let the spirit rise. Tickle me, excite me! Let our souls meet while tearing up the body as it pleases itself to non-existence. Let us get lost in the moment.

If that isn’t enough, then DROWN ME! Yes! THRILL ME! MOISTEN MY LIPS! GIVE ME SUGAR! SCORCH ME AGAIN TO THIRST FOR THE FOUNTAIN IN YOUR MOUTH! Temptations! Temptations! OH TEMPT ME DARLING! WATER! WATEEEEEEER! AH YES! MORE! MORE! ALAS! QUENCHED!


Oh how the passion stirs me to joy! The soul excited and always drawn to you alone. I do find my life there in you. Being in pain with pleasure, the nirvana the bliss, that joyful bliss. CARRY ME! Carry me always my darling! I always am hungry for your love, fill me. I LOVE YOU!

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