If there is
one tyranny that I would gladly surrender myself and that is the tyranny of
reason. However, the world I am immersed into is a tyranny of the old, the
titled and so called professed. The academe is indeed a bastion of excellence,
a spawning pool for potential great people, but the breeders are themselves hog
washed by the illusion of being immutable and infallible. When title, position
and a touch of “self-proclaimed-hoodness” are the primary elements that
reinforce their bearing in the environment then what we have is failure of democracy. We, the “have-nots”, too have
that self-proclaim-hoodness; however, it is title and position that we do not
have and we know the world functions in a hierarchy and at times that hierarchy is
founded on power play and not on reason.
As a lover
of wisdom, I reject power as truth but let truth be power and that I have no
qualms about. The institution is plagued with titles who never were in the
first place commensurate of its worth since, it is a well-known likelihood and
suspicion that diplomas and degrees have monetary equivalence with a touch of no-sweat-just-comply nature of acquisition. We are defeated if not, lagged behind in the game of tenureship as we garner for that title which is of worth and
therefore, arduous, painful yet authentic. Rushed documents are indeed humiliating yet they do not know that it is for it is just the paper that matters. However, confronting these papered giants is a
hard task when it comes to legitimacy of one’s “opinion” because by default,
who are we, the young, the unskilled, the untitled and no position dare
question or if in a friendly manner, dare initiate a healthy conversation?
I am blessed
to have a good environment that reared me to a point of being radical. Radical
and qualified. Yet, no one hears the young. If not the young, in my case, the
aloof. Alone and petrified with all of my books in the shelf, not for display,
but truly touched. Alone in my art as lame pop truly sucks. Alone in the pack of
normies and non-radicals. Alone in that 'room', but not with the recipients of how
I do my tutelage. However, they who have seen the radical worth of my visions and how I embody
to them my upbringing and the upbringing of legends found me noteworthy. How I embody the
disciplines that made the young and the radicals possible and actual in them. How I excite
their heads to the point of knowledge thirst. Although this may sound
egotistical and plain narcissistic, but let the true “them” be the judge not my superiors. Because, it
is again how I serve the people that I found my worth, not my bosses. But if my boss
be a person for the people then we are one in principle. To serve my people, to serve
the truth is my suspicious altruistic end and I say such for that is how egoistic I am for there is this eternal 'recognition' of my being through the students and the people. Anyone who is capable of rousing the
majority is always targeted for execution by the system holders. They who have
titles, whether authentic or not are afraid to lose their lordship over the
dictates of the qualified masses. The inauthentic "they" are the ones who will
crucify the source of dissent - a dissent which leads to a reevaluation of systems. The head of the revolution is to be blamed, but
actually he or she is just the embodiment of the suppressed will of the many.
He or she is just a symbol and the manifestation of the awakening of the
consciousness of the many.
I cannot awe
them with the books and experiences I have and continue to accumulate because I
am young. Just because I am young, I have no say. But underneath your
self-proclaimhoodness, we are building an empire. We are slowly rising. To the
co and superiors, time will come and we will rise. My worth is not your approval but their's! "What we do in life, echoes in eternity!" It is to what I do that counts, not what I have.
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