Unfolding

Today, I have deeply reflected on the so many days I have been spending with my wife, that is, the life of being married and the relationship prior to it. It dawned into me while having an internal monologue of the profundity of the experiences we shared and moreover, the unexplainable miracle of our togetherness. Not that I am open to change the possibilities of the past of a what-if-not-her, but no, I am grossly in love that we came across towards union and that meant everything for a lifetime we only have. I played in my mind so much how I became so attracted to her when she was yet my student and the thought of it makes me go giddy every time. I kept on thinking that I never thought I would fall madly in love with her. In my world painted black and white through philosophical jargons, she became my color. Never I have felt my heart ache and pound for a woman, I cannot explain further, but my heart just simply beats for her up until this day and for sure, to days after death. I